Are we totally insane or what??

Ok last post for the day to catch up. I know it is a little on the cheesy side to post this on the blog but I am not one to call everyone and let them know the news. So the rumors you have been hearing are true Aaron and I are expecting number 4 in late Aug. It freaks me out to even type the number 4. A while back we were discussing if we wanted another one or not and Aaron felt very stongly about it. At that point I could have gone either way but I prayed about it and didn't feel like we were done. So we tried for about 9 months and then I got scared and went back on the pill. After Aaron telling me for 3 months that our child will one day come to us and ask why we didn't bring it down here to earth when we knew it was waiting for us made me finally break and I told Aaron I would give him until dec to get me prego or that would be it for us. And sure enough Nov was the magical month. I really didn't think it was going to happen but I guess the lord knows what he is doing. So I have had 2 appts with Dr. Bierer and I am 13 weeks tomorrow. Now I have had people already ask me "do you want a girl" my answer is of course I want a girl but if I get a boy that will be fine also it will save me money on clothes!!! The boys are so excited especially Cole. He loves babies and is so cute with them. Aaron has been a real trooper. He has had to pick up lots of the slack around here with me being so sick and he has done a great job. He has also had to hear me rant, on many occasions, on how he did this to me and how I should have never listened to him. He knows that I really don't mean those things but he is a good sport to just sit back and take it!!! We are excited and know this will bring us much joy and we also know that we are for sure done with number 4.